Sunday, May 31, 2015

Jumping The Gun

As in the past Dr. Preston has had us write out what we think we deserve in the class and what we've done in the class to earn what we think we deserve, I'm getting ahead and doing that now. Honestly, I deserve an A in this class because of my vision for my education, and my work ethic to take me there. Throughout school I've been a naturally better than average writer, probably because I do write recreationally, so this year I wasn't focused on that at all. I also wasn't focused on lit terms and vocal words- though it wouldn't have hurt in any way to be focused on them because widening your vocabulary is always a good thing. The other main thing I wasn't focused on was, quite frankly, the grade (or at least I wasn't worried about it- out of arrogance or confidence I'm not sure). All in all, I wasn't focused on the "English inside the classroom" scene, I was more looking outward and beyond high school already. This year I started writing a book about the ethics i think a high school student should, in some way, shape, or form, come to know throughout their pilgrimage, I made friends with an author who inspired the type of novel I wrote, and I put myself out there by showing more people my personal blog and sharing this novel. These things aren't measurable in the standard grading system, but in a rough computation I would say an A would be fair. I am only lucky that what I focused on actually related to English (though if you're the right person, everything relates to English) otherwise, what I spent my time doing would have nothing to do with AP Literature & Composition and I would have used that class as an excuse to further my time spent into other hobbies. But like I said, it's a good thing what I focused on actually related to English. It's also a good thing that this class isn't graded on the average grading scale. Hence me giving myself a grade and explaining why I deserve it. Above all, I learned a new kind of control. The control you have over yourself to stay calm and work with what you have instead of finding an enemy and fighting them. At this point in my life, I couldn't think of anything more valuable since I spent a good amount of my education just arguing with my teachers because I was frustrated that I wasn't being challenged or that (I thought) I was being unfairly challenged (when you get down to the root of it). Anyway, I earned an 'A' this year and it may not make sense entirely because I made up my own guidelines for me earning an 'A', but sometimes you just gotta be like water and flow with it.

Thursday, May 14, 2015

Dear inner 8th grader,

As this journal topic relates to my masterpiece I decided to a blog my journal topic.

High school isn't scary at all. People will tell you that you're going to have to manage your time better, study more, and not get any sleep. Most of this is an exaggeration. Here's really what its about:
1. Your freshman year will be an extension of 8th grade for the most part. You'll have one or two classes that you'll have to study for, and it's usually the same subjects that you struggled with in middle school.
2. Along the lines of academics, people will tell you that your sophomore or junior year is the hardest year of high school or that one of those is the most important years, that isn't exactly the case. You shouldn't have your second or third year of high school be your most challenging and then stop trying, you should take harder classes very year, challenging yourself more and more so that you grow as a person.
3. Sleep is really important and it's not impossible to get. Count the points in the grade book and keep a close track of your grade, sometimes you can afford to get a few extra hours of sleep and only do half of the assignment.
4. Don't drink coffee, it's a giant fad, but it really isn't that great for the mornings because you crash. Find alternatives.
5. It's overwhelming to think about doing school, sports, volunteering, etc but do what you can and its good to push yourself to do a little more every now and then. You'll thank yourself when you college applications and resume time comes around.
6. Not everything you do in high school is for your college application and resume. It actually is very important to do things for yourself, most of the reason being is that one, you'll enjoy your life, and two, you'll do whatever your doing well enough to actually deserve to be put on your college application or resume.
7. Teachers. You will get some good ones, and you'll get some bad ones. Either way it is always important to show respect to your teachers, and to deal with your problems in a mature manner.
8. Be careful who you rant to, everything finds a way to come back to you but it may just not always be how first put it out in the world. So, mind your mouth.
9. It is important to find friends with similar goals as you, and even better to find ones with bigger goals than you. You will need that someone to push you to be a better student, person, and friend.
10. Study groups are great, but there is a difference between working together and copying. Don't cheat yourself out of your own education, because your education is and will always be what you make out of it.

Sincerely,
Outer senior